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2011 Leftover Post

2012-02-01T18:54:00.003+08:00

I have this last year and I'm gonna conclude them through the photos that I have. :)

#1 Thanks mama and amai! This is for my birthday and graduated from matriculation. Muahahaha!

#2 Decided not to work 'cause I wanna grow more fats just by sitting at home. -.-"

Miri Team made it! We went to the World Youth Day '11 which was in Madrid, Spain. Thank you for the blessings, Lord! Such an awesome experience. To see people from all over the world, gathered in one place to know and learn more about our Creator. Shall we do it again in 2013? :D

#4 Didn't get Universiti Teknologi Malaysia (UTM) for my university application but got accepted into Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia (UKM) in Bangi, Selangor. Doesn't matter which university I'm in, 'cause I still got the course that I want, engineering. Thanks for all these, Lord! :)

#5 Checked! The photo in #4 says that the wall of my room is now white. :)

#6 Lost count of how many books I've read because I have lots of books. In the end, I don't know which books I've read in 2011. Hee..

That's it. I'm so lazy to write about the rest of happenings in my 2011. U NO MAD kan? Muahahaha.

Kayan Ranting

2012-01-31T17:56:00.000+08:00

Tulan uk maring ha' hamin kame'. Hehe.

Ngenep tai trim buk kui danih dih pa, bi busy hinak. Why don't let me to drive? Avin kelita' dekaya' lim-lim ha' hamin kame'. Isuzu dahin Hilux. Asi-asi nah. Uh matei loh nah lesen P kui, usi' loh kah akui nuno' te' driving. Akui belajen ha' Labuan una' dih, ji duman loh akui em te' driving. Kerai nih uh belajen ha' universiti, tiah tua.

Ngenep kah akui mengalei tua geri kelita' dekaya' anan k. Tiah ji cousin kui tih. Tebau tua iha' geri kelita' Hilux dalo' tegu iha' aten dahin ala harin na' tai sekulah. Deng iha' sukati' tua geri na' tegu iha' ngenep tai musang.

Akui? Seng tai trim buk pah perlu pidah hinak em busy. T_T

Holiday At Kampung

2012-01-31T16:43:00.007+08:00

One month semester break, the family went back to kampung during the Chinese New Year. It's fruits season and so the grandparent's fruit farms have many many fruits! I didn't get to go back to kampung during last year's Christmas, so this was a perfect time since it's holiday and fruits are fruiting! :D

Drove from Miri to kampung on Sunday's evening, which was on January 22. The next day, we breakfast with durians! Haha.

The cousin, Ronald and little brother, Gerrard were eating some kind of fruit. I don't know its name in English or Malay, but it's called 'pangin' in Kayan. Jam du? Bua pangin k. Haha.

This is how the fruits look like before the skin is peeled off.

Yeah dad's biting on durian. -_-"

Aww.. Ayunya kakak sepupu saya membuka durian itu. Penuh konsentrasi.

Before noon, we went to grandparent's lepau (Kayan says "pondok" or small house) at Seberuk and Peda'an.

P/S: I just type whatever name of places that exist at my kampung. :D

Cousin with her climbing skill on rambutan tree. Haha.

I didn't climb any trees 'cause I just helped to collect and eat the fruits. :)

Grandparent's lepau at Seberuk. One of places where I had my childhood memories. :)

BBQ at lepau at Peda'an. Behind my brother is the lepau. Made from bricks. Sik banyak lepau kat kampung made from bricks ok. Dah standard rumah dah lepau sigek tok. Orang Ulu people will get this. Hehe.

Overall, I had good times at kampung. Place where my parents belong and I'm part of it. :D Back to Miri again on January 24.

Now, what else to do during this holiday? I have another 3 weeks here in Miri. Hmm..

Ours

2012-01-17T14:42:00.000+08:00

I don't know how else to do this. People say life must go on. I am. But I can't please everyone. Really, I don't know how else to do this. I'm happy when you are around. Maybe this is God's plan. No, it is God's plan.

See, I just wanna let all this to happen according to His plans. I just need the courage. Hmm..

Whatever happens in the future, will you together be strong with me? :'/ I miss you.

Here

2012-01-06T02:36:00.000+08:00

A year plus being together isn't that easy.
Can't wait to meet up again.

I miss you and please don't give up. You have the passion. I've seen it before.
<3

Ain't The End

2011-12-31T22:55:00.000+08:00

Nahh, and it's the last day of 2011! How's the year has been treating you? :)

Shall review my 2011's resolutions next year. :P I'm serious lah. 'Cause I wanna off now and start dating the books and notes. Woohoo~ Shall write more after the exams, alright?

Finals for Semester 1 starts on January 3 and ends on January 20. Thought of going back to Miri earlier, turns out my last paper is going to be on the 20th. T_T It's ok lah. Rumours say my scholarship masuk awal January. Muahahaha. It's the time to celebrate! So called celebrate. Exam lok Steph!

Alright then. Happy 2012 to all you people on earth!!
May you have a joyful year ahead.

Count your blessings, not your problems. God bless! <3

Belated Christmas Post

2011-12-31T22:25:00.000+08:00

Hello world.

It's been a while since I last wrote here. Few weeks ago had been quite hectic to me. Last week was our final week for lectures, tutorials, and presentations. Passed up report for our project, quizzes, and so forth.

This week is my study week, which also falls on Christmas week. I wasn't with the family for this year's Christmas. :( But here come CSSUKM, where most of us Sarawakians and Sabahans didn't going back to our hometowns for Christmas. I didn't have a blastoff celebration but I was grateful enough to be able to be with them for Christmas. Laughter and happy vibes in the airrrrr~ <3

After Christmas Eve mass at Holy Family Church in Kajang.

After Christmas mass at the same church. :)

That's it. A humble celebration with wonderful people around. After all, it's Jesus Christ who we should remember on this day as He's the reason for Christmas. :) Merry Christmas!

Another post coming up. 'Cause I just don't want to mix up what I wanna write about. Yerrrr~ :P

Vintage

2011-12-17T18:53:00.000+08:00

Went to Mid Valley with Alyssa today. She bought a Christmas dress for her while I was just window shopping. Not enough $$$ for that yet.

I remembered, last time I found a shop in front of Nichii and Romp outlets that sells vintage accessories. It offers customized bracelets and necklaces. I thought of buying a cross necklace for me since I dropped the one that I bought from London. T_T It slipped from my hand. No hope of fixing it anymore because it was made from gemstone so it berkecai habis already. ;(

Lots of choicesssssssss!

I thought of buying a bracelet for this someone's birthday that's coming up soon too. Don't know if she's gonna like it. Hope she's not gonna read my blog for now because I'm gonna post the picture of the bracelet! Yeah, who's reading this blog anyway? Forever alone. =.="

Nice, no?

My necklace cost me RM18 and hers RM25. Worth it anyway. Hope she's gonna like it. :)

To Be Continued

2011-12-16T23:04:00.025+08:00

Just got back from CSSUKM fellowship and it was the last fellowship for this semester. I had good times with them, always. Apa lagi bila dapat berjumpa dengan family Sabah Sarawakkkkkkk~ <3 Hehe.

Got to make this post as short as possible since I have plenty of works to do. So we had divine mercy, praise and worship, games, action songs, affirmation, video show and refreshment! We had birthday cake for them November and December babies. Wuuuhuuuu~ I love the chocolate cake!

Cut to the chase, the affirmation. We pasted a blank paper at our back and we walked around the lecture hall, wrote anything on the paper at the back of the others. Boleh paham ka tu? :P So what did they write for me?

*Click to enlarge the pictures.

So for the next 3 years and a half, these are the people that gonna cheer me always. <3 We have more time to treasure together. May Lord God bless our friendship. :)

To be continued? Yes. Next semester jumpa lagi! :D

Red Seeds

2011-12-14T05:13:00.008+08:00

Last Monday, I attended a talk regarding my scholarship at DECTAR. However, that day was a public holiday for us in Selangor because it was Sultan Selangor's birthday. Therefore, there were no buses available in the campus. Nak tak nak, I had to walk from my college to DECTAR. Wasn't that far, phewww~ Used to walk in the campus many times with my friend before this. :)

So, on my way back to college after the talk had finished, I found these red seeds on the pedestrian walkway. It reminded me when I was a kid. I liked to collect these seeds at the back of our church with my cousin during mass. Yeah, I didn't pay attention in the church back then. :P My cousin and I will compete, who can collect the most of these red seeds. :') Good times.

I don't know what do they call this but this seed is hard when pressed and I never try to break it and to see what's inside. I don't think it can be eaten anyway. -.-" I don't know. These seeds are in some kind of curly stalks. When the stalk is ripe enough, it will fall down from the branch of the tree and the red seeds can be pulled out from that stalk. T___T What a way to explain.

Will write again soon. :) Have a blessed day ahead peopleeeee~

Advent Season!

2011-12-11T10:16:00.003+08:00

Hello peopleeeeeeeeeeeeee~~
I've been abandoning the blog for almost one month. Despite we had few events went on within that one month, I wasn't bother to update about any of them. Muahahaha~

Anyway, I'm going to church after this, so just wanna say Happy 3rd Sunday of Advent to all Christians out there!! How's your Advent Season so far? Done with shopping? Decorate the Christmas tree? Prepare spiritually for the born of Jesus Christ? :) May all of you have good times during this wonderful season. ;)

As for me, I haven't started my shopping yet. I have plenty of Christmas presents to buy for these and those people but I just have to wait my $$$ from the scholarship. Can't wait! I wanna post them to Sarawak! And someone's gonna have her 19th birthday soon. Just wanna figure out what to give to her. ;) Hope you won't find this post. Hahh!

Till then, byeeeee!
Have a blessed day ahead and be safe! God bless you all. :)

One-Week Confession

2011-11-13T23:43:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA!

One week holiday has gone. Here goes.

Things I regretted:
1/ Didn't do revision for the Mid Semester 1 exams.
2/ Didn't work out.

Things I... didn't regretted?:
1/ Met up with my ex-roommate when I was in KML, Evyyyyyyy! :D Glad to see you again!
2/ Hang out with a friend, unplanned. :)
3/ Got my printer fixed! At last.
4/ Woke up at noon almost everyday. Hahh I love my room 'cause it always dim when you close the windows since they are tinted, so you won't realize it's already noon and my room doesn't trap heat a lot, that it feels cold all the time. Apa gik mun hujan. Wuuuuu~
5/ BBQ with fellow CSSUKM-ians.
6/ Watched The Vampire Diaries Season 3.
7/ Downloaded The Secret Circle.

I can actually conclude that I enjoy the holiday? Sorry I procrastinate a lot! :D Tho tak balik Sarawak, I still have my Borneo friends here.

14 Days?

2011-11-09T23:34:00.005+08:00

Mid Semester 1 break and I haven't done anything productive. T_T

Y U no study Stephhhhhhhh????????? Two Mid Semester 1 exams are coming up after the holiday. I haven't even started my revision. Yeah, some people would say, "Chill laa. Mid sem je pun." Aok bhaaaa... Mun quiz dapat markah tinggi tinggi, sik pa juak. Gney untuk orang yang dapat below 20%? :'( Here I am, tak revise pun. Pandai complain je. Another :'(.

I have plenty of stuffs to talk about but I've decided to keep them to myself. Too personal. Maybe that's why this blog is left abandoned. I'm sorry.

Peace.

Stop Worrying Lah :/

2011-10-30T23:04:00.000+08:00

Someone asked about it today. Well then, I managed to cover things up.

How should I handle it after this? I don't think that was the end of it. :/

In Need Of Motivation

2011-10-20T22:23:00.001+08:00

- lost my Sony Ericsson T707.
- IP presentation went like... :'(
- decided to quit Spanish class for this semester.
- catching up with my three main courses.
- wasn't selected to play netball for SUKEM.

Hye Steph, it's just the beginning. There are more to come after this.
Lord, grant me the wisdom and help me to be strong to face all the challenges.

P/S: I miss reading my novels and I wanna finish reading them as soon as possible 'cause I wanna buy new novels! :D

October's Treat

2011-10-02T09:25:00.000+08:00

This is what I've been waiting for. :D

Note To Self

2011-10-01T18:51:00.001+08:00

You cannot satisfy everyone's feeling at the same time, same place. Trying to help everyone around you is such a good deed. Bare in mind, your body isn't a some kind of machine that can do multiple tasks.

Will write more. I know I've promised that I'll update this blog during the weekend. Well, gney juak orang suka postpone postpone keja nak?

My 3rd Week

2011-09-27T22:53:00.000+08:00

I think I shall update this blog during the weekend. Plenty of stuffs to do for now.

Just a short one, the course mates had photoshoot session today nearby a lake at our faculty. We were scheduled to be there by 12pm and luckily the sun is so kind, it didin't try to hurt us that bad! Haha.

Wai Ling and I. :)

Gotta go. /bye

Wo Bu Shi Hua Ren

2011-09-13T11:16:00.001+08:00

Sorry for the hiatus.

For the record, I'm now officially a UKM, Bangi student under Biochemical Engineering programme. We just finished our 4-day orientation last week, that explained the hiatus. Things are all good, so far. I have only one roommate which is a Chinese from Kedah. My course mates are all kind and friendly. I just love that.

One fact, EVERYONE in the campus thinks I am a Chinese! Those Chinese students approached me and straight away talking or asking something to me in Chinese language. T.T And the first sentence that I always say to them is, "Sorry, I'm not a Chinese. :)" That's really sad. I really wish I can talk Chinese. My course mate named Wai Ling told me, last time she has friends who cannot speak Chinese but they have been together for 2 years and now her friends can speak Chinese fluently. So I was like, "I have 4 years to be with you guys!" Let's cross fingers that I'm gonna speak Chinese fluently after 4 years. Yayyyy! :D

I always go to my faculty with my Chinese course mates. Even in the class or lecture hall, we'll sit together in a row. Yeah, baby step towards learning Chinese. HAHA

Someone just asked me something in Chinese, while I'm typing this post. =.="

Niah Cave Trip

2011-09-03T23:03:00.001+08:00

We had a trip to Niah Cave today, with Fr. John and Chris. It was a long journey and we were all looking tired on our way back to Miri. Pity Fr. John. His right leg was like swollen or something, I'm not really sure, so he couldn't continue walking with us until the painting cave. He then decided to wait for us at the great cave. It was really a long journey and we walked until that painting cave like, approximately 5 km? It was really tiringgggggggg. The track is slippery and bat poo is everywhere inside the cave. So smellehhh okayy. Great experience though. Visiting Niah Cave today might be my first and last time! I don't think I wanna go again. At least I've gone once, right? :P

Here are some pictures taken.

Jennifer, Cynthia and me.

On our way back to Miri, we didn't have time to have a proper meal for lunch. So we bought junk food instead. We sempat bought ayam panggang too.

Oh yeah, driver makan ayam panggang while driving. -.-"

It was a great day though we were all tired. Hopefully Fr. John and Chris have enough rest tonight. They must be having a really tiring day today.

It's my third last day in Miri before fly off, by the way. Got the seize the remaining days!

It's Time

2011-09-03T21:29:00.000+08:00

My 4 months holiday has come to its end. I really had fun for the past 1 month. Yeah, I wasted my first 3 months by just staying at home, did nothing much. But I didn't feel regret at all. I just wanna be at home 'cause I won't have the chance to be at home like.. that often after I continue to do my degree. Ah, moving on with life.

I'm gonna miss my MYCS friends. Most of them are still in secondary schools. Few of them are my peer. Therry, one of my best buddies went back to Kuching this evening as his holiday has ended. The friends and I didn't have the chance to say goodbye to him at the bus terminal because we went to Niah in the morning and drove back to Miri in the evening. Will post about the event at Niah right after this one.

I say, this is my brother because he acts like one. Therry. :D

To my MYCS friends, you guys will always be in my prayer. :) Thanks for the wonderful journey and priceless experiences that we had together when we were in Madrid, Spain for the World Youth Day. The days when we faced obstacles and challenges, just to strengthen our faith. The days when we cared and loved each other more and more. The days when we grew closer and closer to God. Praise the Lord for we've made it! Hopefully I could join you guys again. Take care everyone. Continue to serve the Lord for we are the ambassadors of Christ. God loves us!

Last day in Madrid.

The team had a one-day trip in London after the World Youth Day. He's the one who gave us the opportunity and we've made it again. That is how much He loves us. He is awesome. :) Thanks to you guys for the good times.

She Came Back, Again

2011-08-31T22:27:00.002+08:00

The girlfriend is coming back to the hometown, again. Yeah, you don't really get it when I said again 'cause I didn't post anything regarding our days out when she was in Miri, last month. It's just the same old same old stuffs that we usually do when we have the opportunity to meet up.

Up and down tongues. I just realize this, Clare. -.-"

Met her last Monday, August 29. Had lunch at Sushi King and I felt like wanna throw up after done eating 'cause we main grab saja the plates on the belt. Very kenyangggggggggg! T_T

Thank you Lord for the food!! Yeah, we're really healthy... and bloated. Praise the Lord! :D

Sat at McD tables, just to talk and online and kill our 2 hours of waiting her man to pick us and drive me home.

Yee Ai, when was the last time we meet? I barely remember. :( Fingers crossed we can meet next year, during Chinese New Year.

While waiting for her man, we went shopping and I bought a knee-length black dress and a new sandal. Ahh, one of the reasons why I'm now broken. :( Just for the record, those stuffs have something to do with my university.

Less time to spend with friends in Miri. Fly off to Selangor on September 6. :/ Got to seize the remaining days.

Lost Mojo -.-"

2011-08-26T23:05:00.000+08:00

I don't feel like updating the blog. Perhaps after I've done editing the pictures in Madrid and London. I MUST edit them 'cause mostly they're overexposed. Such a waste. Will try to fix them.

Oh, went to Madrid, Spain for World Youth Day 2011 with the MYCS friends. It was fun tho we were all exhausted. It was from August 16 to August 21. On the night of 21st, we fly off to London to spend a day of sight-seeing the metropolitan. I really wish I could go to London again someday 'cause it's really a very nice metropolitan! Double deckers are everywhere and the taxis are very cute. :D

Will write again.

Kitty At Home

2011-08-10T20:41:00.001+08:00

Taken 2 days ago because I was bored and I had great times laughing after seeing the results! Thanks to you who edited these. Mesti you sengaje nak tolong editkan untuk I supaye I mention something yang related tentang you kat blog I ni, kan? :)) Ily.

Ahh, pity her. What had happened to me till I dare to do this to her.. =.="

Dare To Dream

2011-08-01T16:40:00.001+08:00

Not really a bigggggg dream, but still, it is a dream. :D

By the end of next year, I think I wanna have all Cecelia Ahern's books. Harry Potter, 7 of them altogether and Twilight Saga too. Will look for other interesting books as well.

Therefore, I think I wanna have a book shelf to display all the books in my room. How's that?

Cimorelli!

2011-07-23T23:04:00.002+08:00

Ears candy for the night. :D

Loving them so much and they are all sisters!

P/S: Download speed increasing to 5+.++/KB per second. :D

Slowmyx

2011-07-23T21:39:00.000+08:00

What's wrong with Streamyx tonight? Downlaoding a song and a movie, each for 4.++KB per second.
Haihhhhhhhh~

Midnight Saying

2011-07-22T00:38:00.003+08:00

Some things, they are meant to be left unspoken.
To have a better conversation with people around you.
You might be feeling hurt and no one cares about it.
You might be thinking that people don't give a chance for you to voice out your thoughts.
Hmm... I think I'll just leave that to God.
He'll decide what's the best for me.

A Step Forward

2011-07-15T22:45:00.015+08:00

So, where were we?
Yeah right. Nowhere.

Let's just get this straight to the point.
My university application result was out today. Most of my friends were accepted to UMS in Kota Kinabalu, Sabah and UniMAS in Kuching, Sarawak. Especially my former tutorial mates in matric, they are all gonna gather again in UniMAS whereas I'm not going to join them. :( Sad fact. I really miss messing around with them.

Hmm... I got accepted to UKM in Bangi, Selangor to study biochemical engineering. I was.. okay with it at first. Mom too, because if I wanted to pursue my studies in Peninsular Malaysia, it'd be better if I go to Selangor or KL. Nearer, she said. So yeah, mom's wish has come true. Nevertheless, I was hoping to continue in UTM for chemical engineering which is located in Johore. That was my first choice and I didn't get it. Frustration. :( Sad fact again.

I think I just have to believe that this is the future that God has written for me.

Reblog this from www.novtwenty.blogspot.com;

"I know God will not give me anything I can't handle.

I just wish He didn't trust me so much."

- Mother Teresa

I'll move on. :)

Urmmm

2011-07-10T19:23:00.000+08:00

Me still here. :/

Note To God 4

2011-06-27T23:19:00.001+08:00

Lord God, I have this thing that I always wanted to talk about here. But I don't have the guts to write it because this blog is public to everyone and the thing is kind of private to me. So yeah, I'll keep it to myself. And to You.

I remember back in 2010, You put me into a test. I realised that You're testing me, how firm is my faith. And I failed with flying colors. -.-" I was very upset and down with what I've decided. Nevertheless, I feel the happiness too but I know this won't last long. Months or perhaps years to come, this will end and I'm gonna hurt a lot during that time. I'm not You, who can predict how's my future going to be. I know You have planned something for me, I just want to be strong to face them all.

I always believe that in this life, I will meet many colors of people, whether they are good or bad. Whether I can get along with their environments, social lives, etc. Few times I've met the wrong friends. I decided not to follow them because it will make me turn away from You. I don't want that to happen. I believe that You want me to meet the wrong people first, so that I can choose who are the right people.

Regarding the thing, it makes me turn from You bit by bit. I still remember and talk to You, but not as much as before the thing happened. It really makes me sad. I always feel that I'm all alone. Behind all that, You, being the greatest compassion and love in the universe, You never leave me alone. You always make me believe that You are there for me. You always call me through many ways, to come back to You again. How could I turn away from You someday? No, I couldn't do that. That's why I still talk to You everyday and will never stop to do so.

I love You. I always come to You to talk about the thing. I do have friends and I can talk to them but I am too ashamed of myself. They will judge me because of what I've done and I will feel like a loser. But You don't. You listen to me without any judgement and make me feels better instead. That's why I always come to You. :')

Talk to You again next time. <3

9 Weeks Gone

2011-06-26T23:47:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the cheesy posts lately.

Damn, damn, damn

What I'd do to have you here, here, here

I wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn

What I'd do to have you near, near, near

I wish you were here

Truly deeply miss you. :'(

Story Behind

2011-06-26T23:03:00.001+08:00

"Take care of yourself while I'm not there with you, okay?"

Just this. Say it out sincerely, like you mean it. :'(

It feels terrible.

Duhhh

2011-06-25T15:31:00.000+08:00

I guess it's time. Oh well, it happens monthly which really annoy me.

Shall We Do It Again?

2011-06-21T23:12:00.007+08:00

I'm so glad you knew that I have my new toy already. I haven't tell anyone about it yet, so feel special and beautiful there! What more you're my best girlfriend! :D Tapi kannnnn, jangan jealousssssssss~ :P

Save the plans until you land safely in Miri. Fingers crossed we could have good times like above again. I miss it so much. :')

Gosh, my mind is replaying the time we watched The Crazies at the cinema while eating McD. I remembered someone screamed like crazy too! Hahaha. Remember the incident when we played bowling? Someone's bowling ball going backwards instead of going to the lane in front? Twice lagi tu. But different day and time. Sshhhhh~ :D

I really miss all the good times. Some more I have my new toy hereeeeeeee~
Looking forward to see you! :) Take care always.

To Fathers

2011-06-19T15:13:00.001+08:00

To all fathers out there, my father, Federick Laing and our Father in Heaven, this is for you.I love you Amai!

I know it's black all the way, but I like her voice for this song.
Happy Father's Day. :D

Everyone Has A Dream

2011-06-18T23:09:00.004+08:00

All I hoped for was a little encouragement.
All I hoped for was a smiling face.
I thought this happiness could be shared together.
I wonder why this couldn't work out well.

:'(

Fierce Birds

2011-06-16T23:31:00.000+08:00

It's really addictive, since I have nothing much to do for now. Thanks to you who put it on my laptop. :D I get angry when I can't get rid of those pigs. =.="

Dear Merrie ;D

2011-06-15T23:01:00.000+08:00

I would like to enclose this to you. They are missing you so much. Some more you don't have a Facebook account anymore. Mereka suruh sa simpan ini di blog untuk kau. Gedeng rindu sangat sama kau tu. :))

Hint: Orange HAHAHA. Our secrettttttttt Shhhhhh~ :D

On-on Sha a.k.a ondeh-ondeh moden (coated on nestum) ;)

"Christine Merrie, happy birthday yang ke-104. :P"

- Evy

Kanyang gilerrrrr after finished eating this! :D

"Thanks semua sebab selalu temankan saya jogging."

- Gedeng Tasha

Congrats for making it to ALAM, after all the efforts that did. All the best kat sana nanti okay? :) Christine cakap, jangan lupa cari Poobalan. Hahaha.

Miss the good times so much. :)

Bila Cinta

2011-06-14T01:10:00.001+08:00

Bila Cinta

I miss it when the roomies and I start to sing this. And there is this one part where Christine will go 'MEROBEKKKKK JANNNNTUNGKUUUUUUUU' =)) I really miss that...

45 New Messages

2011-06-08T23:08:00.002+08:00

I was shocked as I saw that (the title) when I woke up this morning and they were all sent by this same person. What a way for you to say Happy Birthday to me, huh?

Remember this? It's been 7 weeks and we're both barely alive. :'(

I was so touched when I read all the messages till my tears rolled down, just by that simple way that you did to me. I never expect you would do that. Never, like NEVER and it really made me felt so good and happy and smile widely this morning. :) Aiyerrrrrrrr, those messages banyak banyak yang you ajak me go here and there, do this and that. It really tickled my heart when you could remember all those, like TIANG ON MY EXTERNAL PHONE SCREEN! Yeah, laugh la you. :P Oh ya, penyepit besar ya beli kat Skypark la, not Monegain. Eeee makan semut, ya la lupak ya. =))

Anyway, I'll keep those messages because they are really sweettttttttt~ /please
Like this one below. ;)

Lambat orang baca tok kelak. Ada laptop orang sik dapat connect internet. :)) Oppssss~

June Greetings

2011-06-06T23:12:00.000+08:00

Someone's dead tho she's having a long holiday for the moment.

#5 on the 2011 wish lists has been accomplished. Thanks to the brothers. Since they're having school break for 2 weeks, I was able to get some helping hands. :D

Have finished watching The Vampire Diaries Season 1. Perhaps going to finish watching Season 2 tonight. With the presence of the brother, I have a company to watch it till late at night. What a way to spend the long holiday.

It's the seventh week since we're apart. I miss you. :'(

Pink Bible

2011-05-29T17:43:00.000+08:00

I went to Belle Bookshop with the brother this evening. Looking for a new novel, though I still have another two untouched novels at home. Greedyyyyy~ =.="

After I got the novel that I wanted, I went to the Christian section and I found this cute pink bibleeeeeeeeeee~ Exactly like the one above. I felt like buying one for me, in fact pink isn't my colour. :P Perhaps I'll buy it for my daughter in the future. Yerrrrr~ :D

Happy Sunday everyone! Not to forget, happy holiday to those schooling kids who are now having their semester break. Be safe and go back to school in one piece, okay? :) God bless!

Chuck Chuck Chuck

2011-05-24T16:01:00.001+08:00

http://www.entertainmentbeacon.com/news/television/5534-chuck-season-5-may-not-happen

Just finished watching Chuck 4. Chuck 5 must be out soon!! Because someone else downloaded the Intersect program into his brain. Weeeeeee~ Happy ending for Chuck and Sarah too. :D How I wish Chuck 5 is now available for download. With that, I can spend my another 3 months holiday by watching Chuckkkkk! Or shall I start watching it all over again from Season 1? HAHHH! So much for my not-working-yet-so-little-thing-that-I-can-do-is-to-download-whatever-movies-or-series-that-I-want-and-watch! days. =___="

This is so pathetic. Maybe I should off and start making my #6 2011's resolution comes true now.

31 days

2011-05-23T23:07:00.000+08:00

31 days gone. All that I did was...

I miss you, always. Ily. :*

Note To God 3

2011-05-19T11:24:00.004+08:00

God is so kind that His promises are truly genuine. Thank you Lord God. I was very weak when you put me into test. But I trust in You and I made it.

"For nothing is impossible with God."

- Luke 1:37

Guide me along my next step because I always trust in You. :)

Results were out yesterday. Congrats to all my friends who did their very best and got their results with flying colours. We deserved it! Thanks to all the lecturers of Labuan Matriculation College for the hard work.

All the best for our next journey. :D

I Want Your CK Summer Edition

2011-05-18T14:41:00.000+08:00

My eyes sore.
I miss you.
Sorry for being too emotional.

1 Corinthians 13:4-7

2011-05-10T01:20:00.001+08:00

How if it comes simultaneously from both? =.="

Love that I know..

4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

1 Corinthians 13:4-7

Good night, world.

You Want This, Kan?

2011-05-09T15:19:00.001+08:00

Because you ngegeh. I don't know when are you going to read this since your Big Boss is in Miri. Usi' deng ika' online avin te' iha'. :))

By the way, thanks for the express decision to meet me yesterday. Walaupun sik lamak. You should know it means a lot to me. Thanks to Anet for forcing me to eat that one slice of pizza too. But your girlfriend really wanted it more than me. Anet patut tauk sapa yang lagi suka makan ya. HAHA. You sure love that prawn punya ekor also, kan Clare? ;) Wait, prawn ka that? Ka some kind of fish? -.-"

Anyway, wish can go out with you again next time. Don't know bila juak ya lak. :/ Miss our bowling days, watch movies at cinema, drive kereta orang skati jak, go to Marina Bay, go to Esplanade, dinner at Tanjung Lobang, window shopping together. :S

One thing, ada orang turning 19 sik lamak gik. You enjoy la being 18 lamak kit. Okay? Me sudah. HAHA.
I miss you dear. Next time we two jak go out, okay? Anet sik perlu. :P

Even After Weeks

2011-05-09T14:31:00.002+08:00

Yeah right, Steph. *terasa*

My morning is at 10 am.
My breakfast is at 11 am.
My lunch is at 3 pm.
My night is at 2 am.
Dinner? Mun mok makan, pandai pandai la cari makan kedirik kat dapur ya.

Gosh. I can't help myself to get back my normal routine hours.
And I'm still unemployed. Yet I need an amount of $$ to make some of the resolutions come true. T__T

Ma, sorry for being a lazy the-only-daughter-that-you-have. :/

Not A Lie

2011-05-08T01:22:00.000+08:00

Little did I know, it's been 2 weeks.
Missing you there. :'(

It's Never That Easy

2011-04-30T23:50:00.002+08:00

To know that your past had creating another past of himself and herself, I just really couldn't believe it. Bakeh, pelihai bareng. Usi' lan kui sangka' anan bha. Hmm.. And I know it's never that easy. You know I've been through it once too. It will all get better in time. I'm very sure that you believe with the saying, "Something happens for a reason." Let the time heals.

God is always there, you know that. Take care bro.

Miles

2011-04-29T01:52:00.002+08:00

Miles away but I can see you're sleeping right now. Thank you Skype.
Good night there.
:*

This Morning

2011-04-27T16:44:00.001+08:00

Reminiscing back the time we had on last Saturday at the airport, make me miss you so much more. I felt like running towards you and get some hug for few minutes. But I was too scared that I wouldn't let you go. I still remember the expression on your face when I went away from the airport and you looked very sad.

I miss you so much. :'(

Karisma B Two Point Nine

2011-04-25T16:36:00.001+08:00

Feeling so strange, waking up in the morning without these people. I'm missing you guys so so much. :'(

Rindu mau gaduh and nguras dengan Evy.
Rindu mau takutkan Liyana dengan 'haiwan kesayangan' dia. :P
Rindu mau dengar Christine ketawa.
Rindu lepak-lepak tepi trek.
Rindu makan on-on-sha.
Rindu semua!

Thanks for the one year darlingssssssss! Sorry kalau ada buat kamu orang sakit hati, tanpa saya realize or what. Sorry kalau ada masa, saya tak bercakap sangat. Ignore orang kat bilik ka, bad mood sampai tak nak tegur. Sorry sangat-sangat.

This was the last time kita spend time sama-sama, I mean luar dari kolej. Thank you for the good times. Banyak sangatttttttttttttttttt! <3 semua! :*

All the best dengan apa saja kamu orang buat selepas ni. Jaga diri always okayyyyyyyy! Any updates, kasi tau ja di Facebook. Number DiGi and Celcom pun selalu on tu. Text ja.

Liyana, mesti practice untuk lebih menyayangi 'haiwan kesayangan' kamu tu, okay? Hahaha.

Evy, teruskan menyanyi time cuti ni. Work out! Jangan mo ternak lemak. :P

Christine, keep it up dengan photography tu. Sa akan selalu sapot kau! :))

This is for Evy! Malas mau tukar profile photo, post sini ja. :D Domo rindu Evy juga. Mata dia selalu berair. Hehehehehe. Sorry, sa tipu kau ja! *Abui mode* =))

Dukunggggg!

2011-04-23T18:13:00.001+08:00

Boleh kan? Hilang 2 kg dah tok.Weeeeeeeeeeee~
:P

A Year Has Gone

2011-04-20T23:42:00.001+08:00

And it's the last day. How funny it feels when you first step in to the college and start to think of how are you going to do with your studies, getting along with new friends, adapting yourself with new environment, etc. Some even think of going back to their hometowns as soon as possibles. Hmm..

A year has gone people. And in that one year, I couldn't believe it that I've met a lot of awesome friends. Studies? To me, I've done my best for Semester 1. Confession for this time final exam, I cried after my Maths and Physics papers. :( It felt real bad. I believe that God has planned something for me. :'/

Habis emo. Continue about the college. Besides meeting lots of new friends, we even have a friendly Director! Moreover, he's funny and always give us daddy-kind-of-talks. Haha. I'm gonna miss the way he laughs. His particular way of laughing. It was during a launching of something, I forgot. He acted so cute. :))

Goshhh, thank you for this wonderful one year KML. It was a lot! I can't even think of where to start. Some more I don't really update this blog last time. So yeah, I missed all the goody goody events in our college. But I do have tonnes of pictures. Maybe I'll make a video with them. Yes, maybe.

Lack of ideas on what to write lately. Okay, I lied. There's a lot actually. It just couldn't flow out from my mind tonight. Bizarre. -.-" Out to watch Chuck! Promise will write more after this.

Love,
Ex-Student of Labuan Matriculation College Batch 2010/2011
Hahahahaha. <3 you KML!

Post Belum Emo Sangat

2011-04-19T00:27:00.000+08:00

One more paper, I'm then no longer a matriculation student. Frankly speaking, I'm gonna miss my matric year so much. I've gained a lot from here, may it be my studies, meeting and knowing different people from different places, learning new skills or going through life-time experience.

Haihhhh. Emoooooo~

Damaged hair. :'(

The roommates and I are bored right now. Left Chemistry Paper 1, so we is sangat sangat relax for now. Some more the paper will be on Wednesday. Tomorrow's plan, packinggggggg~~~ Gosh, gonna leave the college for real now. Wondering how am I going to carry all my stuffs!

Hmmm.. Shall I blog again next time? It's real bored in the room eyhhh. Sorang dah start nyanyi nyanyi, sorang main camera dari tadi, sorang stay out, got interview. Sorang gik mok offline, watching Chuck jak. Haihhhhhhh~~

.

2011-04-16T21:45:00.001+08:00

you.

Team Snow White

2011-03-10T22:51:00.002+08:00

Let's make this as my last entry before I start to hibernate again for the final exam.

So I did mentioned in my previous entry regarding this sketch competition. It was held by Unit Pendidikan Islam & Moral of my college. My class combined with another 2 classes were participated. We didn't expect to enter the final at first, as we watched other teams were great as well too. There were 17 teams all together for the preliminary contest. Out of 17 teams, 5 teams were chosen to enter the final. Praise the Lord because we made it!

Was shocked after got the news from friends, telling that our sketch, 'Snow White' entered to final. :D Practice seminggu lebih jak. Tambah gik sik pernah serious. Every scene, ada jak tetak. Tapi we all have teamwork bhaaaa. :P Props semua ready last minute. Haha.

Okay okay. I won't make this too long. I need my beauty sleeppppppp~ Here are some pictures I enclose. Tak banyak. Lama my blog loading later if I post all the pictures. At least ada. Okay? Okay? :D

Preparing props.

Pari-pari Putih and pengawal named Kanan. Hahaha.

After done performing during the preliminary contest.

Again, outside the hall.

Shirley, the Pari-pari Putih.

Yours truly, the Narratorrrrrrrr.

These are pictures during the final.

Claire, the Pari-pari Kuning.

Wendy, the Pari-pari Ungu.

Sorry, can't introduce to you all with our Pari-paris (Hahaha. Pari-paris!). Just take a look at the group photo. Alright? :D

We have King instead of the Queen. King Linneker. Haha. Oh, and we were the fifth. Teda apa bha tu. :)

Last group photo!

Oh yaa. What's so special about our sketch? Yes, Snow White. But our Snow White is a guyyyyyy. Well, it's similar to the ordinary-once-upon-a-time Snow White story tale that we often hear, just the opposite we made to our Snow White and Queen. Instead of giving a poisoned apple to Snow White, we have mee kolokkkkkkk. Haha. Idea by the King in our sketch. :)

Thank you to F5T26, F5T29 and F5T30 for the great cooperation. Good job by all of us. Thanks for the time. Thanks to our make-up artists too! We iz love ourselves on both of the nights. Hahaha. Thanks to Madam Sri for being very very supportive throughout our sketch practice, even throughout the semester! :D Thanks to our class publicity-man, Mr. Hasnie. Setia ambil gambar and videos. :P Thanks for the cheers and supports wahai F5 and friends! Okay, last but not least lah. Thanks to the judges. kerana you all, we all dapat masuk final. THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUU~~ :D Tho we got the fifth place, be grateful lah okayy. We entered final juga bha that. :P

Left only final examination! Exactly one month from today.
Dengan ini, saya hibernate. Mun ter'rajin' ya, lak update la. Yerrrrr~ :P

Be safe everyone.
Oh, and it's Lent season now. Do your part Christians! God bless y'all.
:*

February Diaries

2011-03-06T14:53:00.001+08:00

Awwwww..... Seems like I've been abandoning the blog for almost a month. The schedule was real packed, I'm sorry peopleeee~

The last one had just finished yesterday. So to conclude, final examination is the only battle left before my matriculation year ends. April 11, and that's just a month away. T.T

Okay okay. First thing first, let me sum up how did I spent my February.

Right after we're back from Chinese New Year holiday, the classmates planned to join in the Badan Cergas, Minda Cerdas (BCMC) Sports Carnival, organised by the college. The girls decided for netball and we made it to quarter final. Was real frustrated after we lost during our quarter final match because we won the 3 matches in row before that for the preliminary contest. Hahaha. Sik dapat terima kekalahan la asa tek. :P Overall, being in the team was a great experience to me. It's been a while since I last played for a competition. Nice games girls!

Part of us. :D

During quarter final match.

Besides, the class also joined in marching competition. Since our co-curriculum class was assigned for marching, we're compulsory to participate the competition. Congrats to the winning groups. We won nothing but it worth fun, memories and experience! :D

The team.

The class had makan-makan at Manjarasa with our mentor, Miss Indrani. Really had fun on that night with the laughters and jokes. Thanks for the cheese cake, Miss! Awwwww... you know how much we love that. :P We're gonna miss you. :')

18 of us. :)

February has been one of the tiring month to me. I remembered I cannot tahan the sleepy-ness I felt due to exhausted and so, I decided to escape Physics lecture and Physics tutorial. In the end, I was scolded by someone. =.=" Tho the Sports Carnival had ended in the third week of the month, my Moral class was still left with sketch competition. Yeahhh, the tiring part didn't end after the 2 competitions. But praise the Lord, the sketch competition had just ended last night. Will post more about it after I get the photos taken by the classmate.

That's it for a very short summary of my February. Can't spend much time on the internet! After the sketch competition entry, then I'll have to start hibernate again. Sorry again people.

That's all for now.

Will write again soon. God bless! :D

Berhhhhhhh!

2011-02-09T09:19:00.001+08:00

Saya jarang update buat masa sekarang.
Final exam tak lama lagi. Tambahan pula, agak busy dengan program yang dianjurkan di kolej. So yeah, busy. And exhausted. Itu point dia.

Kalau ada apa-apa yang best untuk diupdate, saya akan update.

Sekemaaaaa saja bunyi!
Got to go now. Love y'all. Muahh muahhhhhh!

Take care and God bless! :D

Note To God 2

2011-02-03T21:09:00.001+08:00

Uncountable secrets.
Lies everywhere.

Missing the long lost Stephina.
Guide me, oh Lord.

:'(

Of 2011

2011-01-18T18:23:00.002+08:00

Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

*UPDATE
1. Canon DSLR
2. Part-timer at McDonald's before entering university
3. World Youth Day Madrid 2011
4. Universiti Teknologi Malaysia, Skudai, Johor
5. Paint my room white!
6. Read at least 5 books. :D

Okay. Cukup la. The rest; have a hale and hearty life, firm in my faith, spend more time with family, always keeping in touch with friends and be happyyyyyyyyyy! :D

Rotten 2010's Resolutions

2011-01-18T16:48:00.003+08:00

Wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy rotten. I know. But we're still in January, right? Okay okay. I'll just go straight forward with this. I don't really have the urge to blog lately.

These were last year's. How much did I achieve? Let's see.

1. Get a job.

2. Read Cecelia Ahern books.

3. Make new friends, not forgetting the old ones.

4. A pin-up(?) wall in my room.

5. Shed at least 2 kg.

6. Keep my faith strengthen.

7. Simple Christmas presents for close relatives.

8. Continue my studies at Labuan Matriculation College.

9. Join in the netball team.

10. More love, hugs and kisses.

Checked to #1, #2, #3, #4, #6, #8, #9 and #10.

Job? Grassmen's Tailoring.
Cecelia Ahern books? Thanks For The Memories, Where Rainbows End, The Book of Tomorrow and P.S. I Love You. But I have only finished reading the first two. :P
Friends? Workmates, National Service and Labuan Matriculation College.
Pin-up(?) wall? There's one on my room's wall now. :D
Faith? I'm glad I talk to Him everyday, every second whenever I miss the family, friends, facing problems, thinking much about my studies, telling Him how happy or sad or frustrated or mad am I on that day. Awwww... Pendek kata, praise the Lord because He's always there whenever I need Him. :)
Study? Still at LMC till this April. :)
Netball? Once during National Service Sports Carnival.
Love, hugs and kisses? Banyakkkkkkkk. Memang banyakk. Tak perlu elaborate lah.

The other two? Hmmm. #5 memang fail because I know I gained weight instead of shedding it. Hahhh. Great. #7... I did gave presents to my cousins sebelah my dad, but not to mereka sebelah my mom. Hahaha. Punya pilih kasih. No, okayyy. I no money one bhaaa. Student lagi bha ni. :P Next other time, okay cousinssssssssssss?

2011's? Right after this one.

Note To God 1

2011-01-14T18:05:00.000+08:00

Neither of us is going to work this out.
You know this, if and only if we chose to talk about it.
Maybe not its time yet. Definitely, not now.

Lord God, You know well what's right for me. Show me the way. Show me Your mercy. Give me the strength to end all these someday. I long for Your guidance, everyday, every hour, every second. :/ Let all these be done according to Your words. Amen.

Hibernate

2011-01-03T13:04:00.000+08:00

Til January 13.

Sniff Sniff 2011

2011-01-02T17:43:00.003+08:00

Yesterday had just marked the new beginning to everyone as 2010 had just left us with its own ups and downs throughout the year. Ah, it seems like baru yesterday I'm done with high school and in this 2011, I'm going to end my matriculation programme in 4 months time. Yes, time does fly. People come and go. But that's what make us become stronger and stronger in stepping forward in this journey.

I'm not that good in summarising. Will try as much as I could to make those 365 days memories to be in just one post. :D

January 2010

- Done with high school.
- While waiting for the SPM results to come out, this friend of mine which was my schoolmate told me that his tauke is seeking for a temporary worker to be working at this tailoring, Grassmen's.
- I had so much fun working there despite for only two months and a half.
- Was very glad to know my two workmates, and we're still keeping in touch with each other til today. :)
- Workmates from the shopnextdoor, Rage; Vavaa, Ken, the cousin, Mira and Chee. Thanks for the good times!

February 2010

- Still enjoy working. Haha

- Several times out with the girlfriend for bowling and movies during my off days.

- Month of $$$. Hahaha. Chinese New Year was on its way and since my boss is Chinese, his workers got extra lui a.k.a angpauuuuu. :))

- Got my hair straighten. :D

March 2010

- SPM results were out and I did well. Was very happy and felt grateful with myself since I didn't expect that much in the first place. Praise the Lord for all the blessings. :D
- Had a hard time to say goodbye to the workmates. I cried too. -.-"
- The reason I had to resign? Picture below.

- Yes, was selected to be in Batch 2, Series 7. I was from Bravo Company.
- Played in the netball team during our Sports Carnival. We lost but had so much fun. :D

April 2010

- Was glad to have known this people during the National Service programme. Those were my close roommates.

- Matriculation had accepted me by the middle of the month.

- Therefore, this was the last month I was in the camp.

- Surprisingly, we had a week semester break. Yes, NS has semester break. I didn't know about that at first. It was on the last week of the month.
- Off for matriculation after the semester break.

- Out with the girlfriends before I fly off to Labuan.
- Watched 'The Crazies' with Clare. Hahaha. I miss screaming with you again laa! Let's watch more movies kedak ya this year, mok? :))

- As far as I could remember, this was the last time I went to Marina Bay. Sad fact. -.-"

May 2010

- Welcoming myself to Labuan Federal of Territory and Labuan Matriculation College.

- Roommates are awesome! And we're so united. Used to had lunch and dinner together. Beginning of Semester 1 la. Now, not really because we have our own meals schedule. Yeah right. Hahaha.

- Orientation was a pain. Woke up freaking early everyday and there was this one morning, the 4 of us in the room didn't make it to wake up early. Kakak faci ambushed our room and in the end, we got punished because turned up at the hall later then scheduled. Memang history in matriculation la that one. :))

- Had first lecture and others went well after that.

- Can get along with the tutorial mates.

- Bought Acer laptop.

- Flew off to Miri for Keamatan and Gawai holiday.

June 2010

- Roommates planned a birthday surprise for me. :D Thanks thanks thanks! Didn't expect it at all.

- Some of the tutorial mates moved.
- Starting to have lots of tutorials, tasks, lab reports and quizzes.

July 2010

- Mid-Semester 1 exam month.

- One of my close tutorial mate moved because he couldn't stand it anymore to be in matric. I was the one who really really felt his leaving. Sob sob..

- Getting closer and closer with the rest of the tutorial mates from day to day. :)

- Got SE T707 blue for me. Weeee~~
- Flew off to Miri for our Mid-Semester 1 holiday.

- Met the church clan. Missing the good times we had during our batch in MYCS. :')

August 2010

- Fasting month. Means ada bazaar at our college. Hidup la like this with varieties of food rather than typical meal yang dijual at cafes. Hehe.

- Took part in Malam Ekspresi Dinamika where I was one of the models for Bajau traditional costume. Had lotsa fun, new experiences and made new friends. :D

- Had photoshoot at studio where I got the chance to wear my own culture traditional costume. It was a part of the COE event.

- Took the picture above for my class poster kemerdekaan. I didn't really know what was it for actually, tutorialmates suruh amik, amik jak. Haha. Edited one was here.

September 2010

- Raya month. :D
- ict4me month :/
- PSPM/final-exam-around-the-corner month :S

- Had Majlis Berbuka Puasa Satu KML, just less than a week before Raya Day. The class chose purple as our theme colour for that day.
- Rindu the cheese cake. Also the fried chicken wings specially prepared by our dearest mentor, Miss Indrani.
- Flew off to Miri for a week Raya holiday.

- Had Raya Perdana on the weekend, the week we returned back to KML. Lotsa food food foodddddddd! :))

- Wendy and I made it to final when we successfully passed the ict4me saringan. Didn't expect it at all because the other presenters from other tutorial classes did way better than us. Nevertheless, praise the Lord because we made it at least! :D

- What a relief after Wendy, Peter and I had just presented for our class on that final. We didn't win any, or lose any. Experience and teamwork, that's all what we got. Thanks F5T29!!

October 2010

- Last month of Semester One.

- Finals examination month.

- Had MUET speaking. I forgot if I've posted this before but have I told y'll what topic did I get for my MUET on that day? The benefits of National Service programme. Something like that. It was a bonus to all my group members because we were all the ex-trainees of NS. :D Praise the Lord! Wehuwwww~

- Had a week study week. Memang buried head dalam buku bena bena. Amik ko Steph.

- There's this one evening before our last paper, the roommates and I went to padang and I joined this group of girls playing netball. My first time. Cacat kan? After one semester. =.="

- Had a trip to Kota Kinabalu, Sabah with the roommate, Christine and we stayed at my tutorial mate house, Fiza. Really had fun there. What more, Fiza's family is friendly enough. Thank you thank you very much for the place, the ride and the foodddddddddd wahai Fiza and the family!! :D

- Flew off to Miri from KK for a week plus semester break.

November 2010

- Semester Two made its way early of the month!
- Had MUET Reading, Writing and Listening.

- Join my cultural dance for COE event.

- Semester 1 examination results came out and I did well. Awww, praise the Lord. Love Him more and more! :*

- Joined Christmas Play Choir for December event.

December 2010

- I terescape classes several times in this month. Overslept. Great~ =.="

- Advanced gift from God, I can meet the family for Christmas because at the first place I planned tak perlu balik. :D

- Had kawad kaki for our Kokum class.

- Had Career Week, where local universities in Malaysia sent their representatives to give talks to convince us so that we may choose to enroll to their place after we've done matriculation soon.

- Pre-Christmas went well. Christmas Play was a success. :D Praise the Lord, for the place, the instruments and the people that He has given and used to make it a success.

- Celebrated the joyful season at my kampung this time. Pictures are still with the brother so I takde ape-ape gambar berkaitan dengan Christmas I nak dipost kat sini. Sorry for that.

- New Year Eve? Will post that in a different entry from this. :) Because pictures are not with me yet.

How's that? To be frankly, I don't really have my favourite month of the year throughout that 2010. I believe that every single month has its own lesson behind every happenings that happened. I cried, I mean, who didn't do so even in his single day in a year? Resigned from my workplace, quit from NS, conflicts with some friends, pressure felt during examination (especially before and during finals), etc... (couldn't remember few others). One thing, those are the one that strengthen my inner part to be more mature. They offered me the best life-learning experiences, that's what I'm trying to say here.

Apart from that, I had enough of laughing happily and feeling excited throughout the year too. Learned to serve costumers, had my hair straighten, buy own stuff with my own money, met new friends during NS, entered matriculation, met new friends at matriculation, get along with the tutorial mates, took part in events and competitions organised by the college, got good pointer for the first semester, went for a trip with friends instead of with the family (which taught me to spend money wisely. Haha), etc...

I need to speed up eyh. I need to mandi after this.

Thank you to every single friend on this world, for your presence. I wouldn't be feeling like riding a roller coaster without all of you because I mingle more with the friends rather than with the family and relatives during the past year. Hence, you're the ups and downs in my life during that time.

Thank you to my family especially. I know I have spent a lot during last year. Like literally A LOT. Laptop and flight tickets. Kira la berapa kali I fly back to Miri during our holiday. Kan bagus if I chose to just stay in Labuan whenever we're on mid-semester break, for example. But they didn't complain much. Or they just hide it. =.=" Thank you Ma, thank you Amai. In case you two actually banyak complain that I always fly back during my holiday. They never fail to make sure that I have enough cash too, to continue living at my study place here. It's hard when you have to manage your own financial, without proper budget planning. I learned to spend wisely a lot last year. Hope to be a more wiser consumer in this 2011. *winkwink :D I miss my family a lot when I'm away with them! I really do. It makes me love and appreciate them more and more everyday. :')

Last but not least, thank you to the Lord for the wonderful 365 days that I had last time. Thank you for the abundantly blessings, the love and the hopes that You have given to me continuously upon facing the challenges in my life. Glory to Your name. :)

Forgive me for the wrongdoings that I've done throughout the year. I might have hurt you with my little words or actions. I was and am not a perfect one. But I always can improve myself kan? Right me when I'm wrong. :)

Looking forward for more joys and happenings throughout this 2011.

Smile people! :D

Warna Dia Coklat!

2010-12-29T18:10:00.000+08:00

Cousin, I found this at Bintang Mall. I harap you jealous. =)) Jahat me!

Ingat sik ko keychain Domokun nok ku bagi ko ya? Lunai pun ada juak. Tapi time ku beli ya, dua jak ada. So dilemma la time ya, mok beli ka sik because dua ya jak gik tinggal. Aku pun mok juak. Then ku fikir, sik pa la. Bagi jak kat torang dua as Christmas present. On December 24 time kami dah mok balit kampung ya, sempat la ku ngan Son pegi Bintang Mall pagi ya jap. Masuk Parkson mok cari baju, terjumpa kedai nok banyak jual tok. Banyak size! Besar kedak Patrick kat bilit ku ya pun ada. Hahahaha.

Go and grab one! Post tok khas untuk ko sebab ku mok promo tok kat kw. :D Second floor kat new wing! Mun sik silap ku lah. Sik berapa ingat tok. Tapi kat new wing la for sure.

Comel ni! Best hug time tido. :D

Bengkok Vs Lurus

2010-12-28T22:16:00.017+08:00

Christmas greeting to all! Yes, a rotten Christmas greeting from me. Haha. I bet almost everyone had a blast Christmas celebration this year. Meeting with family, relatives, friends and perhaps making some new friends too. Ah, that's the joy part of celebrating such festival where it is an opportunity for us to gather together with our love ones.

Thank you Lord for bringing me together with the family this year. I had mine at my village this time. Wasn't a grand one but the blessing to be with the blood is more than enough to me.

Honestly speaking, I often rush during my Christmas holiday, especially when I was in Miri. Reached Miri on December 23 at night. Nothing much happened. Unpacked some of my stuffs then ready gik packing for balik kampung. December 24, dad said we're gonna leave before noon. I sangat sangat mahu something new for me. Dad told he's going to the bank in the morning so I asked him if he could drop me by at Bintang Mall with the brother. Haha. We did express shopping. Went home, continued packing stuffs, ate lunch then off to kampunggggggggggg.

At kampung tak da la rushing. All were just fine. Coming back to Miri on December 27, in the morning. Sampai at Miri at noon. Took lunch then went home. Unpacked some stuffs and the plan was to meet up with the girlfriend! Finally we did after ages tak jumpa. Terima kasih to your mom yang sudi pick me sampai depan rumah. :D

Went to Bintang Mall. Shopped lil bit, teman her cari sandal. Ya nok paling lama! :P But I never care bout it, enjoyed it instead. Mun sik gara-gara mok catch my flight on that night, sure sempat makan-makan. But it's alright then. I had fun enough. :D Especially that girl at McD yang smiled at me, in fact I barely remember who is she. =)) Even right now pun I still don't know who is she. Hahahaha. Sorry to other friends yang me tak sempat jumpa. I had so little time that I couldn't meet all of you. There will always be next time, okay? :D

This is what the title of this post meant by. Hahaha.

Mun sempat tek, mok main bowling one game. Lama teda main sama-sama ni. Hahaha. Rojak dah Melayu Sarawak and Sabah ya.

Bought this for us. :D

Sama jak palak bend that way. Nasib me tak bend kuat gik. Hahaha.

See you again next time dearrrrrrrrrr!!! Thanks for the half day spent together tho tak lama. Really appreciate it. Oh, and thanks for liking the present. Hanya untukmu. *pelukciumpelukcium Hahahaha!

Will be back after fortnight. A day after our Mid-Semester 2 examination. Yes, in 2 weeks time! I iz haven't start a single revision yet. Baru balik from holiday, my nights for this week are all pack with extra classes and replacement lectures already. Some more next week, we'll be having Mathematics and Chemistry Pre-UPS. *nail biting*

The class is planning something for the New Year Eve. Will update on that later. :D

Elmo Yang Merah

2010-12-22T22:16:00.000+08:00

One already off tonight. Two more to go, and tomorrow night is gonna be my turnnnnnnnnnnnn! :D Satu pergi Bintulu, satu pergi Papar, satu stay kat Labuan, dan yang menaip sekarang balik Miri laaaaaaaaaa! :D :D :D

Christine's flight was delayed from 9.55pm to 10.20pm, perhaps because of the heavy rain here in Labuan just now. Finger crossed mine tak delay also tomorrow. She left her Elmo so I took him to become my mate for tonight. ;)

Done packing my stuffs in the evening. Ya, memang semangat okay. No doubts memang overweight la this time. Trying to bring back some stuffs that I don't really need anymore by the end of the semester. One huge luggage bag! Books, bags, some clothes and chocolatesssss~ That's what happened when you tried to bring your whole room at your hometown to your study place. Haa! That one pun belum complete satu bilik I bawa to Labuan here. :P

Don't feel like going to lectures and classes tomorrow aieeeeeeeeeeee~ Why can't we be given half day of schooling? Raya dolok dapat pula. :(

Fine. It's okay. Janji I balik tomorrow night!

There Must Be Something Else

2010-12-17T12:29:00.005+08:00

Picture above was my last resolution before Semester One ended. Here bhaaa. Tetapi siapa la saya ni buat masa sekarang. I cannot afford it to buy this for now, okayyyyyyyy. But I have something else to replace it. :P

One of these. Or both. Hahahaha. Okay okay. I tengok my budget first bha. Shall get it before I fly off to Miri for Christmas. ^^,

How Beautiful God Is

2010-12-16T23:15:00.004+08:00

Hello people. Been a while since my last update. The schedule was packed with tutorials, research writing, tasks, quizzes and sleepppppppppppppppppppppp. Yes, I don't actually know why, but I really kuat tidur starting from previous week. Even after Moral class just now. Like, really took a nap of 5 minutes before class dismissed. Mana la nak bermoral nie. Aiyayaaa~~

Okay, okay. Let's get back to the business. :)) I did mentioned in my previous post that I won't be going back to the hometown for Christmas kan? And the plan with the tutorial mates is to go for a trip to Kota Kinabalu. Turned out my mom phoned me last week to discuss regarding that trip. I told her if I really can't go back to the hometown, it's okay then. End of discussion through the phone. Few minutes after that, she text me telling that she can book a flight for me because she found out there's low fare flight on December 23 and December 27. She told again that instead of spending the money in KK, why don't spend it to buy a ticket and go back for Christmas? /please Awwwwww~

God is indeed beautiful in His own ways. I'm so thankful because I'm gonna spend my Christmas time with the loves in Miri! :D Thank you thank you Lorddddd!

So the flight is going to be on December 23 at 9.55pm and December 27 at 7.25pm. Tak sabar tak sabar tak sabar! Crossing my fingers that I would have plenty of time to go shopping! Mom told we're celebrating at kampung. So kat mana la I nak shopping kalau kat kampung tu. Can't waittttttt~ Wehuwwwwwww~

That's all for now. Have a good night rest people.

God bless y'all! :D

My First Update In December 2010

2010-12-03T19:41:00.001+08:00

Hell yeah, it's December. All that come across in my mind is...

CHRISTMAS

...and it is not going to happen to me in the hometown this year. This would be my first time ever, celebrating such a wonderful day away from the family. All because the holiday given by college is too short, and the next upcoming holiday will be on January 13. Means dekat jak the interval with the Christmas holiday, kan? So the parents said rugi la bayar ticket mahal-mahal for only 4 days punya holiday and then next 2 weeks, holiday again. Unless anyone wants to sponsor my tambang balik for Christmas nanti. *winkwink! Hahahaha. Dream on la Steph. It's okay. The friends are planning for something, but to no confirmation yet. Will update about it again after this.

Oh, my Semester 1 result was out on last Tuesday. I got pointer of 3.50 and above. No need la the real figure kan? Just enough for you to know that I'm staying for the second semester. :) Praise the Lord for I know I deserve that. :D

Baiklah. That's all for now. Will update again whenever I'm available.

Karnival Citrabudaya KML 2010

2010-11-29T16:26:00.002+08:00

This was what I've been working for the past 2 weeks. Read here and here for some info regarding the event.

Lotsa activities were conducted from the morning while the opening was held at night in Dewan Mutiara. Exhibition booths for the ethnics were set up at the padang kawad. Martial Arts team did their performance very well in the evening, at the padang kawad too. Was proud to watch my own tutorial mate in the team. :D

At night, cultural dances and live band took over Dewan Mutiara. There were Iban, Bidayuh, Rungus, Melayu, Chinese, Murut, Bajau, Magunatip, Kadazan and few more I don't really remember their names. We, the Orang Ulu team performed Datun Julud dance on that night. To get more info regarding the dance, you may click here. Hahaha. I linked a lot today. Minimize keja-kerja menaip. :D

Feast you all with some pictures.

Thanks to the roommate, Christine for this piece.

Eunice

Sigai, my tutorial mate in his Iban costume.

Eva, my neighbour.

The 14 of us, Orang Ulu.

Group photo of all the ethnics that performed on that night.

Overall, that night was such a memorable one. Dances from various ethnics, medley of old-time favourite songs from Sabah and Sarawak and the sounds made by the traditional musical instruments from certain ethnics.

Labuan Matriculation College indeed deserves to be the Cultural Centre of Excellence and I'm proud to be part of it! :D

Merepek

2010-11-26T23:48:00.023+08:00

I know this is gonna end soon. But the tiredness is really tiring. =.=" I barely remember for how many days already, I haven't study or even really touch the books. The schedule for the whole week was real pack punya pack! The event is gonna be held tomorrow and I'm doing the culture dance for my ethnic.

I don't think I'm going to be able to tell you guys all the whatsoever happenings throughout the week for now yet, but will update again after the event is all done. And oh, our Semester One final examination results will be out on the 30th. Ah, another 'surprising' week for us to go through. Give me the strength for all this, oh Lord. /please

Really doubt it if I've done the right decision, though I clearly know it's totally opposite to what I'm holding to all these while. Ignore this, title pun dah say merepek kan?

Must look happy happy and put on that joy face for tomorrow's event!

Through Christ, all things are possible. :D Go go Orang Ulu!

Guys & Guitars

2010-11-21T08:01:00.027+08:00

Guys with guitars are hot! Hahaha. Random thought, but it's a true fact to me. I was joining this Christmas Play practice for our college on last Tuesday, saw this guy with a guitar and he looks so much like my National Service 'twin'! Especially the smile and pimples. Why after Semester 1 is done, then I realize my 'twin-alike' is existed, right here in my college? Perhaps because this time I could watch him nearer. Well, perhaps.

I can easily have crush on guys who are good at guitar. Hahahahaha. We had another practice during yesterday's morning and I asked him if he could lend me the guitar for the whole yesterday's evening but he told that it's actually belong to Mr. Emmanuel so I have to go through him if I really want to. Huuu~ Ended up not borrowing it because it would leceh la for me to return it back to that twin-alike of mine since he's playing it for our gathering last night.

Anyways, guys with guitars are hot! Sorry! It's just too repeatable. :P

Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows: Part 1

2010-11-20T14:17:00.001+08:00

Evening greeting to you all. Let me jump straight to the point.

I iz so jelez with my hometown people, Mirians! Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows: Part 1 is now on premiere!

Why la I'm in Labuan by this time? /please

Presenting to you Daniel Radcliffe, Emma Watson and Rupert Grint during the premiere day in New York City. Why this haircut Emma? I would be crying all night long if I had one like this. Because I love keeping long hair! Perhaps medium bob haircut will do. If and only if I dare to chop off this long hair of mine laa. :P

So I will have to wait for the next holiday, then I can watch its DVD with the siblings. Urghhhh, 2 more months to go! Exclude our Christmas holiday because I'm not going back to Miri. Another sad story here. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

Makin la jealous tak dapat tengok time tengok trailer ni. Duhhhhhhhhhhhh~

Just A Dream

2010-11-18T02:35:00.000+08:00

Wide awake still.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Believe so much that God is putting me into tests right now. Most of them are happening right here, in my college. Physics tutorial lecturer, Semester 2 syllabuses, this friend-in-Christ of mine and... Sony. Yes, Sony again. One more week, then we can say that we've known each other for a month.

Had a quite deep conversation with the roommate during the past two nights regarding her boyfriend. She's right. Feeling care for someone doesn't always mean that you love him/her. Friends do care for friends, right? Regardless how long you've known that friends of yours. Treating someone nicely also doesn't always mean that you are having crush on him/her. It's a manner to treat people nicely what. I don't know lah. Just some splash of what I thought when the roommate told her story to me, that's all. Different people are made to have different kinds of perspective.

If and only if Sony knows who is he actually in the real world, I really wished he could know that;

- I want to give us a try.

- I want him to learn to really respect me.

- I want him to learn to be a Catholic. Yes, a Catholic.

Only these three.

And the last one is the key to everything, which I know it is not gonna happen.

Not gonna elaborate any of those above. Let me just keep it to myself. Some things are meant to be left unspoken. :/

Why la life is wayyyyyyyyyyyy so dramatic...

Like Baby

2010-11-15T21:47:00.000+08:00

Because the passion is in me, I get hurt a lot when I wasn't in for it. Perhaps that's what they call "What comes around, goes around." There's a story behind this actually, but I'm not into sharing it to the public for the time being. Maybe never share one lah. -.-" Tiah daha' nyam punya hen! I should be studying now. Next examination will be in less than two months time. See how fast time is flying. Stop grieving eyh Steph!

Hypocrite for the time being. Hmmm~

Airplanes In The Night Sky

2010-11-07T18:03:00.001+08:00

Fly off at 7.25pm.

Fresh start. Fresh Semester Two resolution.

Let's keep the fingers crossed that the plans made throughout the semester will run smoothly and successfully.

Amen.

Goodbye Miri. /please

We Want Muruku!

2010-11-05T00:41:00.000+08:00

Happy Deepavali to F5T29 beloved mentor, Miss Indrani Gopal! See you after the holiday. Miss, we want muruku! :D

Wishing to all who celebrated too. Merry Deepavali!

A Note To God

2010-11-04T23:30:00.001+08:00

Wonder why I get a lil too sensitive that easily tonight.

To a friend; I'm so sorry for the past. I really do miss you.

Sighhh. If, and only if you're reading this. I bet you don't because things are way different now, because of the past, because of the way I was.

I miss you. I really do.

Holiday Updates

2010-11-03T22:26:00.006+08:00

Come, let's make things clear.

I'm now having semester break from last October 27 til this upcoming November 7. Flight back to Labuan is going to be on that night of 7th. Guess what, the church mates are all going to be in the same flight with me. Yeahh, accidentally booked the same flight. We iz so happy. :D

Anyway, I didn't straight away fly off to Miri on last 27th. The roommate; Christine and I went to Kota Kinabalu; having our Cuti-Cuti KML, as what my friend; Alvin said. Haha. Thanks to the tutorial mate; Fiza for the really nice accommodation and transport. Thanks a lot to her really friendly and supporting mother too, for drove us wherever we wanted. :D I is going to your place again whenever I come to KK again, boleh bha kan? Double :D hahaha. So, the roommate and I really had our great time during that 4 days 3 nights vacation.

27th; Reached KK Airport at about 3pm. Fiza's mom picked us and off to their place. Took shower, had dinner and watched The Back-Up Plan. Online in Fiza's room, waited til 12am because the next day was Fiza's birthday! Her friend posted a birthday video on her Facebook and it was real sweettttttttttt~

28th; Went to Suria and 1Borneo. Spent our all day long at those two places ONLY. Shopped. Watched You Again at Suria and bowled at 1Borneo. Someone just got the addiction of playing bowling. Hahaha. Should do it again next time around, okay? :D At home, watched The Exorcist 4 for only 15 minutes? Because Fiza said hantu lambat sangat keluar which made her feeling bored so we changed to The Haunting in Connecticut. Now that one really made her screaming. :))

29th; Went to Centre Point, Wisma Merdeka and Suria again. Shopped lagi. Fiza's mom picked us but then she went to 1Borneo to shop for some stuffs so she let us go have our dinner by our own, off we went to Sushi King. Reached home, took shower then watched some movies. Kuntilanak Kamar Malam, followed by The Step Up 3. Half way of watching the first movie, I felt sleepy. They did the shock scenes like repeatedly which made me feeling bored. Sik dapat terkejut or even rasa takut gik. -.-" The Step Up 3 no need cakap banyak lah. Boleh terjaga because of the awesome dances and music. Off to bed at about 3am something. Hahaha. Lepas gian enjoy holiday gilak dah ya.

30th; The three of us woke up at 1pm something. :D Since I flied off to Miri on this day, we did nothing much but moviessssssssss~ Watched The Crazies, followed by After.Life. Didn't manage to watch til its end since we got to off to the airport. Shall ask Fiza to bring along that DVD after the holiday. I is want to know how it ends bhaaa. Reached Miri Airport, disambut dengan hujan. Sobs~ Was missing KK by that time. Haha.

I'm not gonna enclose any pictures since they are all still with Christine. Perhaps will post some after the holiday.

Miri; movies, online and fat manufacturing. :)) Aiyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~

P/S: Dedicate to buah hati intan payung Clarissa Andy; I miss you. Kepak mek nunggu kitak bha. Finger cross we can go dating when you're in Miri because you know I have something for you!! Or lebih specific gik, three things!! Hen xiang ni. Quai tian balik!! Pstt, will I get my The Gift? ;;)

304 Days

2010-10-31T20:26:00.000+08:00

Two more months to go, *pooffffffff!* You're now in year two thousand eleven.

So people, how is it going with your 2010 resolutions? Checked all of them already, no? Will share mine on the new year eve. :D

I is.. hmm..

Swiftsssss

2010-10-31T16:37:00.003+08:00

Didn't Mean To

2010-10-31T01:09:00.004+08:00

It was amazing how last time, I just watched you from far. Never expected that we would befriend like today and what more you made the first move. To me, if we didn't even make friend during that last time, I would just be okay with it. I don't know why, perhaps because we never even once make an eye contact.

Awi nah ika' em halo', deng kui uk ika' chance anan. Akai asi kui.

Usi' Kui Deng, Anan Tua

2010-10-25T17:21:00.001+08:00

I get annoyed when one seems to showing off how well they did in their examination but I don't show the expression of mine whenever they did that. I'd rather shut my mouth up and wait til the results come out. Hmm.

Ranting in my root language, may I? It's kind of personal, so I'll just move on with it.

Channel switched.

Codename; Sony. Awi nah Sony usi' halo', I would consider marung ketnun aleng iha' teng akui anan dih. Bi mistake pah avin akui make friend dahin Sony. Well, to me, usi' kah mistake aya' tapi kawan kui, codename; Cherry usi' suka' barik Sony starting from ji dau areh dih. At first, usi' kui jam Sony aleng Cherry em suka anan. Then Sony nyihu kui add Facebook na' men'a dih, te' gaben iha' dahin dslr na'. Teringat kui te' ketnun aleng Cherry bara dau areh dih, lake' aleng te' dslr anan aleng na iha' perah kenep te' ketnun aleng iha' duan. Curious kui bahi Sony aleng kurin Cherry anan. Ek teng Cherry men'a dih, lake' aleng te' dslr anan dih halo' ataupun usi'. Iha' bara halo'. Then ek bara iha', by any chance Sony aleng text akui kerai nih. Then she went like, "Ewwwwwww~~~ Steph, ewwwwwwwwwww ewwwwwwwwwww!" Then iha' ngenep nyineng gaben Sony seng confirmkan anan iha' ataupun usi'. All the way tegu iha' nyineng gaben Sony, mesti' iha' bara ji'ek lim. Benci lan lan Cherry te' Sony, lebih-lebih lagi gara-gara ketnun aleng dalo' geng na' duan tegu outing dau areh dih.

Anan ji tavit na'. Cherry em suka Sony, but then kerai nih Sony kawan kui. Ji' la'an, hmm. Sensitif uk kiduk. Halo' Sony pa. Usi' kui ngenep na bakeh dahin daha' halo'. Usi' kui seng bara akui nih religious lale', tapi anan nah tavit na'. Usi' kui deng. But then usi' kah akui nih racist. Awi akui racist, usi' nah akui mun kawan kui a.k.a kawan Sony uk lubun kui men Sony. Deng kah akui kawan dahin hi hi tua, tapi usi' na bakeh. Lekoh kui duan ngahum lale' marung aleng anih.

Sony, ngenep loh kah akui kawan dahim. Meng gara-gara akui bara akui lekoh na bakeh dahin daha' halo', ika' pah lap su men akui. E, akai asi kui avin na ika' perah kenep te' decision kui nan dih. Tapi usi' sala awi itu stay kawan biasa tua kan? Usi' friendship kui racist.

Aim, Shoot, Goal!!!

2010-10-23T22:47:00.000+08:00

Somehow, it's not that unproductive actually.

The roommates and I went to the college pavilion today. Watching others playing football, tennis, jogging, etc. I felt like joining them but not with the improper attire and the slippers on. Til I saw a group of students who were playing netball at a quite far distance from the pavilion, I doubted few times, whether to join them playing or not. It's been a while since I last played netball in a team. Last time was during National Service, I scored 3 times in row for Bravo Company. Wootss~ Really had fun back then. :D

So back to my story at the pavilion, none of the roommates are netball player or love to play netball, so I felt like I've got no friends to go with the group. But I came to think of it, the group of students who were playing there ARE netball players, and of course they love to play netball. Why don't I just go and approach them, tell them that I would love to join them playing too?

I sat at the pavilion, thought hardly whether to approach them or not. And that's it. Opportunity like this doesn't come like every time. I appreciated it a lot, which made me approached them! Oh, I really miss sweating! Because of sports, and not because of the hot weather, okay? Some more I never went for a jog at the college track, even once. Yes, the roommates and I are all lazy bumbum mahu pergi jogging. :)) Have plan with the tutorial mates and roommates for the next semester. Hmm, we'll see how afterwards.

Honestly speaking, I really miss it back then when I played netball with the team. We were not a great team, but we can play. I never came across of playing this sport when I was in primary school, not until my classmate asked me to join them when I was in Form 2. They needed under 15 players to be in the Under 15 Team for a competition and since I didn't play any sports back then, I gave it a try. Gained lots of experience from that, developed new skills and made new friends from other schools. Such priceless memories to me. /please Really miss the old days, sob sob.

Okay, cut the emo mood. -.-" So there were six of us playing at the netball court just now. Not a court actually, a field. They were friendly enough that they welcomed me with open hearts. Yayyyy~~ Saya sukaaaaaa~ They needed more players just now, means I came to them at the right time to be their rescuer. *blushing* Hahahahaha. Jokinggg~ They asked for my phone number and said that they'll inform me whenever they play again. Hati melompat-lompat! I never expect it to be able to play with my college mates all these while, til I really did it today. Great achievement for the year. :D

More sweat after this! Oh, and sorry for not feasting you with any pictures. I too seronok play just now. :P

My Unproductive Day

2010-10-23T17:04:00.001+08:00

Did I say I want to study in my previous just now? Study my head lah! Hahahahaha. I continued online after I posted the previous post, went for shower, had breakfast and read a book. Yes, read. Read a comic book. And it's Doraemonnnnn~~~ ;))

The roommate had done watching 3 movies in a row today. The other roommate is enjoying her Korean drama since noon. Another one is having fun laughing out loud with the one that had done watching 3 movies in a row just now. They talked about random things, made fun of them, then laughed like the whole block could hear them. What more when it's at night. We used to do so. That's awesome fact about my roommates. :D

We have plan for the evening. If I could get pictures afterwards, will post some, okayyyyyyyyyyy?

Come, continue reading Doraemonnnnnn~~~ :))

One More Left

2010-10-23T08:49:00.002+08:00

Had a long long bedtime last night. I remembered Diyana came to my room at around 7.30pm. She asked for movies from my laptop then we had a little discussion on our exam papers. She went off at almost 8pm, I think. Just few minutes after she's gone, I said to myself, "Get some rest. It's been too much already." Yeahh, it's really been too much because of the finals. So I ended up having my some rest from 8.++pm to 6am. That's 10 hours! :)) Bayar berabis hutang tak cukup tidur bha tu! I woke up because of my phone alarm that I turned on for the previous night. Say if I didn't turn it on, I might be waking up after having 24 hours of that some rest. ;)) Exaggerate too much. Anyway, really felt good after that 10 hours. How I wish to waking up just now and realise that I'm in my own room, in Miri. Haha. Few more days to go. I iz happyyyyyyyy~~~

Yesterday was Physics Paper 2. I really did my revision on that night and I don't know how many litres of oil have I burnt for this midnightsssss. -.-" The lengthiest bedtime that I had at night throughout this week was 4 hours while the opposite of it was 1 hour and 45 minutes. And that 1 hour and 45 minutes was last night. I don't know how did I manage to stay up til I only had that hours of sleep. Woke up at 6.45am, get showered, breakfast and started doing my revision again. Thought all the efforts would be paid off, turned out, not really. :( Left only Physics Paper 1, and it's going to be the end for the first semester.

Today's plan? Get shower. Haha. Woke up just now and saw laptop was still awake, I continued online. Erm, next is study? :D Because the weather this morning is cold, so nyaman doing revision okayyyyyy. Rather than studying in a hot environment, right? Lagipun that's Physics Paper 1, sounds easy because it's an objective-question paper. But when you've forgotten the formulae or doubt of what formulae to be used while answering the questions, then you know it's hard. *winkwink. Hahaha.

P/S: Why do some people spell Physics as Physic?

Break A Finger KML-ians!

2010-10-18T21:46:00.002+08:00

Should edit it to become a blackandwhite image because this was taken during our SPM 2009.

Okay, break a leg to all PST students of KML as we're sitting for our finals today. Will end on the 26th. Pretty excited because everyone can start countdown for holiday already! :)) This time around, the roommate and I are going to spend our 4 days 3 nights holiday at Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. Now that makes me get prettierrrrrr excited. :D Will tell more about it soon after we've reach there.

Let's have a little review on today's paper. We had English Paper 2 which consisted of 2 questions and it was compulsory for us to answer both. Question 1 was a report writing based on 2 given tables. Can do lah, since we only needed to analyse the tables and didn't have to do brainstorming for any points. Question 2 was an essay writing which was based on our agreement to a given statement, "Education is not all about getting straight A's but also getting involved in co-curricular activities." I was totally agreed with the statement and I managed to 'goreng' my essay quite well. Aww, thank you Lord. :D Guess what, all these while throughout our study week, I thought that this paper was going to be an objective-question paper whatsoever, turned out it's actually a writing paper. Sad fact. After almost finishing this one semester, then I knew Paper 2 is a writing paper. Now you know how much I paid attention in the class during English lesson. Haha.

Can't online any longer. Chemistry Paper 2 and Paper 1 are coming up for tomorrow. Might be updating again on the weekends. Have a great day ahead everyone. Do pray for us too! :)

I Is Gonna Have My MUET Speaking Test Tomorrow

2010-10-09T23:56:00.000+08:00

Left only one night for me to read articles and others related for tomorrow's battle. I'll be in Session One which scheduled to be started at 7.30am. Gilak, bangun awal la this. No no. I have to instill positive thinking in me. Next week is gonna be our revision week. Got to really speed up doing my revision for the 3 subjects. I spent lots of my time in previous weeks by watching movies. MOVIES, not MOVIE. Sad fact. -.-"

Can't give you a long post. Break a leg to all candidates. You all sure can do one lah! Smells like Manglish I see. Not going to ruin my MUET band with that kind of usage of English for tomorrow. I is going to speak proper English! 加油!

Midnight Strumming

2010-09-19T00:51:00.000+08:00

She's gorgeous.

One Month Away

2010-09-17T00:42:00.001+08:00

Guess that I should declare a hiatus for now. Finals for this semester is coming up and I really have to get my revision done before its time. Will only give short updates, perhaps.

This is my end-of-Semester-One resolution.

3 o'clock

2010-09-09T13:40:00.001+08:00

From 2 o'clock to 3 o'clock. :( At least balik juga nanti bha kan Steph? ^^, I'm all alone. At Labuan Airport, McDonald. Diyana and Fiza had off to Kota Kinabalu at 12pm. Flora at 1pm.

Alololo, kesian orang yang transit pergi KK. Tunggu 7 jam gik ya. Beraya kat KK jak ko ngan Fiza sia. Hahahaha. Macam biasa aa, kuih raya dalam kuantiti nok kedak ku selalu minta ya. :)) Dah gik ada orang ya sik dapat ikut Raya Perdana lak. Ko nang. Padah jak sik mok tanga ku peform choir malam 19 ya bha. Hahahaha. Selamat Hari Raya kitak. Come back in one piece, bak kata Mr. James. Boh main meriam buluh. Sik padan ngan umur ko, tauk sik? Hahahaha. Senyum kedirik jak ku type tok kat McD tok eyh. Malu ku. -.-"

She's the first one I talked to during our first class.

During our first meeting in the class, she looks demure and lemah lembut kind of girl. Til we attended Physics open lecture on one night, I sat and talked to her and I accidentally saw her handphone's wallpaper. It's a close-up picture of her and what I could concluded from it was, rock bha dia ni sebenarnya. :P Last Chemistry lecture pagi semalam pun ndak turun bha dia ni. Hardcore la kamu? Hahaha.That's why there's saying says "Do not judge a book by its cover" bha kan? :D

Talked to her just now and I just knew she's from KK. All these while I thought she's from other parts of Sabah. Sorry bha kamu. At least Semester Satu belum habis, saya sudah tahu kamu dari KK. Kalau sudah habis satu tahun saya masih tak tahu kamu dari KK, baru kamu boleh marah and merajuk dengan saya, okay? :P Bawa kuih raya dari KK untuk kelas! Bawa banyak-banyak. McD pun boleh. Kamu kan hantu McD. :)) Selamat Hari Raya!

Zhen De Pen Tan

2010-09-07T22:33:00.000+08:00

Feeling pen tan for letting the tears to rolling for someone who's no longer in contact with me anymore.

Will always remember you.

Will always keep you as my friend.

Will always try keeping in touch with you.

Will always pray for you.

Will always hold back the tears whenever you come across my mind.

Today's Sunset

2010-09-04T22:27:00.001+08:00

This was how my day today ended with the bunch of love at the college here.

It was a grand event organised by our college which was called Majlis Berbuka Puasa Satu KML and everyone was taking part. We were seated with our respective mentors at the padang kawad, and we were so fortunate that we were placed by the organiser at the most tepi of the padang. At least tak rasa crowded compared to them yang duduk at tengah tengah the padang kawad but I do believe they too had fun with their mates and mentors. :P Just now was real fun. Peter's camera was conquered by Hasnie and he just couldn't stop snapping candid of all of us while waiting for its time to breaking fast. Enjoyed the food so much that I almost got bloated but then I practice berhenti makan sebelum kenyang. :)) Thanks for the cheese cake, fried chicken wings and sausages wahai our mentorrrrr~ She told us she used special spice commonly used by the Indians the fry the chicken wings and they really tasted delicious. Yayy, we is so love love our mentor! Moreover she teaches us one of our subjects for this semester and that makes us easier to get closer to her. :D

One of the pictures that I have so far from Zhazha's camera. The rest are still with Tanti, Peter, Hasnie and the roommate's SLR.

Left my Olympus in Miri during last holiday. Sepik asai. I just don't know how could I forgot it before I off to the airport on that day because I usually make sure it is one of my properties that I wouldn't forget to bring along whenever I go to some places. Kurang kasih sayang kot saya kat dia sekarang. -.-" Whatever because I believe the tutorial mates can take good pictures to remark the day today. Especially when Hasnie starts to take candid pictures. Can't wait to see apa jak candid diambik nya. I heart these people so much and I'm crossing my fingers that we're gonna stay bonded and united like now even with our lecturers. Strike our best for the final exam because with God's will and our determined efforts, no one among us is going to be kicked out for this semester, okay okay?

I iz can't wait to zee zhe others pictures from the mates!

Good night people. Have a pleasant sleep and God bless. ;;)

不想你 Anymore

2010-09-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

I seldom talk about you in front of them.

I tried to call you today, but what I got was just a busy tone. It was on purpose, wasn't it?

Text messages, I just realized that it's been a month since you last replied to my text.

I'm really wondering, have I done any wrongs towards you recently? I tried hard to think of any, but I didn't come up with even one solid reason for why you should treat me this way.

I stalked on you lately, yes I admit it because from that I can observe obviously that you're not going to stay in touch with me anymore. Though Facebook says we're still 'friends'. Boo~

You left me with lots of questions by the ways you treat me. I just don't know where's my mistake. I would love to listen to your explanation, but as if you're going to. You seems to not going to talk to me anymore, right?

Now I think I'm getting to dislike you more. :(

Merdeka Evening

2010-08-31T17:19:00.000+08:00

War Memorial plan was cancelled. :( I'm now in the room, doing Chemistry Multilevel Learning Questions. Next's gonna me Maths Gemilang Chapter 1 and 2. Sigek pun belum start polah. More :( :(. Ah, Chemistry Task 3 and Physics Tutorial Chapter 10 for this Friday. More more :( :( :(. But I'm proud of myself because I don't spend most of my time by sleeping. I know I'm gonna regret it one day when the reminisce button starts to playback all the times that I go through during my matriculation year, and it tells I sleep most of the time.

I really do miss hanging out with the bestfriend. Can't wait for the upcoming holiday. By the way, I'm so proud with your achievement over there darl. Told you, you can do it! :D Keep it up keh? <3